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About Me
♥Handi♥(Hozigami,Aikon,Royalz Jr,Joker,Xiong,DiDI)
17 Years Old Going To Be 18 Soon
Studying In Nowhere
Status:Unknown.(Most Probably Single For Now.)
Msn&FS:Primary405@hotmail.com Fb:Gckidjr@hotmail.com
I'm Not Handsome But I'm A Person That You Odd To Know .
I'm Cute & Adorable(Jk2) ^^
I Love To Tell Lame Jokes That Can Make You Laugh
I Also Like To Do Stupid Stuff.
If You Wanna Sell Your Phone Or Buy, Come Find Me.
When You're In A Bad Mood Or You're Feeling Sad , You Should Come & Find Me :D
Beware Of Me When You're Playing Soccer Or Any Sports With Me.
Handphone List
From Nokia 2100 To Sony Ericsson T610 To Nokia 6820 Then To Nokia 6680 Then To Nokia N82 To Sony W960i Lg Prada To 8800 Luna To O2 Atom Xda Life(Limited Edition) White To N95 Then To E71 And End At Sony Ericsson G502 and E90.
My Beloveds
Mei : Jacqueline♥,Joey♥,Melissa♥,Vera♥,Crystal♥,Jesselyn♥
Jie : Yang Jie♥,Fanny♥,Jasmine♥
Bro : Eustace♥,Jon♥,Riki♥,Joel♥,Andrei♥,Felix♥,Brianston♥,JingSheng♥,Weiliang♥,Md Noor♥,Poh Teck♥,Yeremia♥,Shinne♥
Taggy-Board
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Wishlist
A New Girlfriend(Will Never Come True Haiz..)
New Pair Of Adidas Gloves
New Wallet
Clubbing(Done)
[X]Jersey No.24(Have) , [X]No.69(Have), No.96 ,No.19 ,[X]No.8(Have) , [X]No.2(Have)
New ASUS Laptop Getting Soon
{X] Get Out Of ClementiWoods Seconday(Out)
Slim Down To 60kg again :D
A New Siberian Husky
My Own Car ( Nissan Skyline(The Monster) OR Fairlady OR VolkWagon Golf GTI )
My Pocket.
Nokia e90,2660,2626,sony ericsson g502,itouch 16gb,wallet,keys,psp,exlim camera.
P.S How to heal this heart when everyday, different people tries to hurt it?
òY Wednesday, February 24, 2010Y
9:53 PM
P.S Now i feel the pain deep down in my heart.
òY Tuesday, February 23, 2010Y
11:30 PM
Today My CA1 result came out and i feel like crying.. I did so badly.. FUCK!!!! I don't know why i keep laughing loudly to myself. If anyone is reading this blog, please help me. I'm afraid that i'm laughing a lot due to the stress..
P.S I have too look at you everyday and pretending i'm fine.
12:59 AM
Today missed school as i woke up at 9.45am with a heavy heart.Till now still having a heavy heart. But feeling so much better thanks to Stephanie Tung! Haha... Dennis, I'm sorry that probably we were having some misunderstanding and i'm not trying to ignore or not talk to you. I'm rather worried about you and well i was doing my best to move away from you for a while till my pain is gone. Because i'm afraid if you put 2 negative you'll still get a negative unlike -(-) then probably you'll get a + lol.. some nonsense. But yeah just like u put 1 person who laugh with another person who laugh, both will laugh. If you put 1 person who cry with another person who cry, they'll cry more.
P.S. I'm so worried about you...
òY Sunday, February 21, 2010Y
5:20 PM
Wa.. Listening to the song insomnia.. I had insomnia last night. Now damn2 tired. Wanted to go to the church at 10am in the morning just now, but i knew if i go, i'll meet her. I was always tell myself not to go, if i go, i'll meet her and she has already belonged to someone else. I keep persuading myself not to go so that i won't get hurt when i see her. Somehow i lied on the bed and got 2 hours nap.(Somehow blackout) But my dreams was just black clouds, could it be showing me something bad was going to happen? Was God warning me to help someone out there? I keep wondering how does lifes on earth goes and i finally understood.
P.S. I don't know how to be fine when i'm not.
òY Saturday, February 20, 2010Y
10:33 PM
只剩下鋼琴陪我談了一天 Zhi sheng xia gang qin pei wo tan le yi tian I had no one to talk to except for the piano one day. 睡著的大提琴 Shui zhao de da ti qin The sleeping cello 安靜的舊舊的 An jing de jiu jiu de Is quiet and worn out. 我想你已表現的非常明白 Wo xiang ni yi biao xian de fei chang ming bai I think you’ve already made it extraordinarily clear. 我懂我也知道 Wo dong wo ye zhi dao I understand and I know 你沒有捨不得 Ni mei you she bu de You’re not unwilling to part with me. 你說你也會難過我不相信 Ni shuo ni ye hui nan guo wo bu xiang xin You say it will also be hard for you, but I don’t believe it. 牽著你陪著我 Qian zhe ni pei zhe wo You holding me hand and accompanying me, 也只是曾經 ye zhi shi ceng jing That’s all in the past. 希望他是真的比我還要愛你 Xi wang ta shi zhen de bi wo hai yao ai ni I hope he really loves you more than I do. 我才會逼自己離開 Wo cai hui bi zi ji li kai Only then can I force myself to leave.
你要我說多難堪 Ni yao wo shuo duo nan kan You want me to say something that comes very hard for me. 我根本不想分開 Wo gen ben bu xiang fen kai I certainly don’t want us to break up. 為什麼還要我用微笑來帶過 Wei shen me hai yao wo yong wei xiao lai dai guo Why must I use a smile in order to go on? 我沒有這種天份 Wo mei you zhe zhong tian fen I don’t have that kind of ability 包容你也接受他 Bao rong ni ye jie shou ta To tolerate the fact that you also accept him. 不用擔心的太多 Bu yong dan xin de tai duo You don’t need to worry too much. 我會一直好好過 Wo hui yi zhi hao hao guo I will feel better. 你已經遠遠離開 Ni yi jing yuan yuan li kai You’ve already gone far, far away. 我也會慢慢走開 Wo ye hui man man zou kai I will also slowly leave. 為什麼我連分開都遷就著你 Wei shen me wo lian fen kai dou qian jiu zhe ni Why must I obediently go when we are breaking up? 我真的沒有天份 Wo zhen de mei you tian fen I truly don’t have the ability 安靜的沒這麼快 An jing de mei zhe me kuai My silence doesn’t come fast. 我會學著放棄你 Wo hui xue zhe fang qi ni I will be learning how to let go of you. 是因為我太愛你 Shi yin wei wo tai ai ni It’s because I love you too much.
P.S This is how i feel now.
4:58 PM
I can't believe it when she asked me when i was getting a girlfriend and she was saying if we are fated, we'll meet again someday. Does she know that i love her? We are so fated that we meet everyday, including some of the sunday. But why is this happening? Why didn't she realised that there was someone out there waiting for her love?
òY Friday, February 19, 2010Y
11:15 PM
Now days it's all said and done, i can't believe that you're the one who build me up and tear me down like an old abandoned house. What you said when you left, just left me cold and out of breathe, i fell too far, was in way too deep. Guessed I let you get the best of me.
My faith for you went down... deep down.. way down... but i don't know why i'm still worried about you. Guessed it's you luck. Since you like forced love, then i'll let it be. I know someday you'll get hurt by him and i doubt you can't blame me. I really can't believe that you liked a guy like that. So what if he got a car? So what?? I don't know how innocent and stupid you can be to follow your best friends words to get together with him. Don't you know how many people out there are worried about you getting hurt. You should appreciate people around you. You've just went into a lion den lead by the lion cub and you still didn't realised? Doubt you even think about your future. Will your parents agree that you and him come together? What about your 4 siblings? don't you love them? You never even see these from a different perspective. What's so great about him? Don't you remember the fun times we had together?
P.S I lost my faith in you, but i'm worried about you.