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òY Sunday, February 21, 2010Y
5:20 PM
Wa.. Listening to the song insomnia.. I had insomnia last night. Now damn2 tired. Wanted to go to the church at 10am in the morning just now, but i knew if i go, i'll meet her. I was always tell myself not to go, if i go, i'll meet her and she has already belonged to someone else. I keep persuading myself not to go so that i won't get hurt when i see her. Somehow i lied on the bed and got 2 hours nap.(Somehow blackout) But my dreams was just black clouds, could it be showing me something bad was going to happen? Was God warning me to help someone out there? I keep wondering how does lifes on earth goes and i finally understood.P.S. I don't know how to be fine when i'm not.