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òY Saturday, May 29, 2010Y

1:44 AM

Hey blogspot, it's been such a long time since i post something up. I apologize as I was busy with my projects, but at least i got a good CA results of A+,A and B but wasn't satisfied enough.. Firstly I want to apologize for my previous post as i wrote down vulgarities repeatability when I was in the verge of my rage. Now I would like to begin my story. I know I've met you since primary school, and recently I smsed you a lot. There are a lot of happenings lately and I know you're busy too. I treated you like a sister to me(even told you stuffs which I never tell my real sister before. But as time goes by, I myself realise I'm being a nuisance to you. Actually wanted to sms and tell you at May 24th at 1pm, that we can't study together and I wanted to tell you that i won't be bothering you anymore. But just 5 minutes before i make my decisions and wanted to tell you, my msn popped out this. (Frick... u better know what u r doing.. Im getting irritated.. Stop acting lk a dog and get a life.. U fricking double A..) That was when I realised I was one step late in telling you all this. I know very well that this message was for me as I told you I'm very likely to get a double A for my CA. The moment I saw the messages, I was stunned, lost for words. Didn't know what to do I dazed at the sentence for almost an hour. I know very well that i keep bothering you and I'm very irritating, but well... when I realised all of that I was too late. That night was a horrible night as i couldn't get any sleep. Bothered about this case till today, when i decided to post it up on blogspot. I know you called me a 'dog' and i know that I'm worse compared to a dog. But I just can't believe that you're were the ones that wrote these words. I'm not angry or anything, but just feel disappointed. By the way I've deleted your hand phone number msn and facebook account so that I won't be bothering you any more. Maybe what you said about me were true... And I want to thank you for the good memories that you gave me and I wish you all the best in life. Thank you..

P.S Hope you'll read this...

òY Monday, April 19, 2010Y

10:04 PM

FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK

YOU!!!!

You want to take everything away from me right? First the girl, now my best friend? FUCK YOU!!! Watch It FUCKER!!!

U ARE JUST A PIECE OF JUNK IN MY EYES.... NEWBIE FUCK! CHAO CHI BAI!

òY Wednesday, March 31, 2010Y

1:58 PM

Damn, i was given a second chance and i didn't really use it wisely. I know things are usually fated to be the way it was. I really do not know what to do and just feel like giving up on it. Felt practically useless and speechless. Every night it kept my thoughts run wild and left me awake. FUCK! Why? Why didn't i use this chance wisely? Haiz... :'(

òY Thursday, February 25, 2010Y

11:39 PM

P.S How to heal this heart when everyday, different people tries to hurt it?

òY Wednesday, February 24, 2010Y

9:53 PM

P.S Now i feel the pain deep down in my heart.

òY Tuesday, February 23, 2010Y

11:30 PM

Today My CA1 result came out and i feel like crying.. I did so badly.. FUCK!!!! I don't know why i keep laughing loudly to myself. If anyone is reading this blog, please help me. I'm afraid that i'm laughing a lot due to the stress..

P.S I have too look at you everyday and pretending i'm fine.

12:59 AM

Today missed school as i woke up at 9.45am with a heavy heart.Till now still having a heavy heart. But feeling so much better thanks to Stephanie Tung! Haha... Dennis, I'm sorry that probably we were having some misunderstanding and i'm not trying to ignore or not talk to you. I'm rather worried about you and well i was doing my best to move away from you for a while till my pain is gone. Because i'm afraid if you put 2 negative you'll still get a negative unlike -(-) then probably you'll get a + lol.. some nonsense. But yeah just like u put 1 person who laugh with another person who laugh, both will laugh. If you put 1 person who cry with another person who cry, they'll cry more.

P.S. I'm so worried about you...

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